21 Day Gratitude Meditation, Day One: Finding your purpose.
What gives you a fire inside? What would make you wake up each day being so grateful for life?
A few weeks ago, I figured out what my purpose is. And I will spend the next year training to do it. Starting in December.
Tonight, as I was watching the meditation video, it stopped and would not play past 9:44, I had to refresh the entire page. I looked up what 944 means in angel numbers:
“The repeating number 944 is a message that the angels and Archangels are supporting your Divine life purpose and are encouraging you to look into spiritually-based work and/or career path. The angels encourage you to set your goals and pursue your aspirations with enthusiasm and passion. Trust the workings of the Universe.
The repeating Angel Number 944 is a message that your Divine life purpose involves serving humanity using your ‘lightworking’ abilities. Trust that you have all the skills and talents you need in order to fulfil your spiritual destiny.”
I don’t know how to explain these increasingly amazing signs I get, but if you see and notice numbers, pay attention. The universe is trying to tell you something. 😉 ❤
Ok so, the results are in for experiment one:
An hour after I made the intention, I was gifted with a painting, that strangely enough, looks like a portal. hah.
I thought I was done an hour after I began, but another big blessing in disguise came just before the deadline.
After trying hypnotherapy and learning I am not able to be hypnotized, I’ve been waiting the last two weeks to be moved to an EMDR therapist. Yesterday an hour before the deadline, I got an email from the hypnotherapist that basically said, “the EMDR therapist has reviewed your case and doesn’t think you’re a good fit. We wish you the best.” So well, given a history of abandonment and feeling rejected, this set off an emotional flashback. I was MAD. I was SAD. Then I started looking elsewhere at private therapists, only to realize that my costs were going to double if not triple. SAD 😦 So in that moment I decided to again look at my health spending account. Low and behold, therapy IS covered…haha. So, not only can I pay for a new therapist and make sure I find a great one, but, I also get hundreds of dollars in back pay from my insurance. How’s that for a blessing? Thanks Universe.
This experiment is broken into two 24 hour periods. The first is try to attract a specific color of car. I chose green, because well it’s not that common here.
Results: I saw no less than 23 green vehicles on my way home from work. A 5 min bus ride. Literally saw one every 10 seconds or so at some points. So I’m going to keep counting my way through til tomorrow afternoon and report back.
Oh ya! YAYYYY for searching and finding a great EMDR therapist right away too!
I am in the process of reading this book and trying out the experiments. I will post as I go through the nine do-it-yourself experiments and what happens in each. Getting ready to have my mind blown by the universal energy of our existence. 😉
Sunday September 29th 2:39 pm
Deadline: October 1st 2:39 pm
Universe show me the energy of our whole existence by giving me a blessing. I am giving you 48 hours to make your presence known. A clear sign.
We shall see what happens! 😉
I connect to the innermost parts of my heart of hearts and soul of soul.
I connect with the universe as a whole.
I connect with nature.
I connect with animals and other humans and beings.
I connect with my inner being, the divine within.
I remember, I remember.
I am burst wide open with joy and possibility.
Letting go of the ego.
Letting go of shame.
Letting go of guilt.
I WILL BE.
BECAUSE MY SOUL IS ALIVE.
AND I CAN.